IF YOU ONLY KNEW...

if you only knew..
..how much i want to tell you i like you.
if only you knew..
..how much i wanna show that i care for you.
if you only knew..
..how much i wanna talk to you.
if you only knew..
..how much i wanna hold you.
if you only knew..
..how much i wanna laugh with you.
with this feeling,
everything seems so good.
yet i know it isn't right.
yet i know it's impossible.
all i can do is visit your page,
stare at your picture,
daydream about you and me.
but i can't even like your posts.
i can't even comment on it.
it's too depressing.
however, seeing your status being happy,
gives me a sense of relief.
i never understand why am i like this.
before,
i've got a crush on too many good lookin' guys,
but you're different.
it's only you
who can make my heart beat so loud
whenever you're around.
and it's only you
who can make my heart stop beating whenever you throw your smile.
it's so refreshing.
it's so alluring.
i'm so captivated.
i'm so into it.
CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH.
is this really just another crush?