SM (Super Masikip/ Over Crowded)

this is really a tiring day ..
waking up as early as 6 in the morn' is really a challenge ..
went to the school for 2 final examinations ..
political science examination went well,
but trigonometry really fvcks me off ..
to replenish the stress from school pressure and exams aftershocks,
we decided to go to SM Calamba opening day (Oct. 15,2010).
i'm with hanna lebosada and hanna sanchez.
well, that's what i've thought.
but crap ! the place was overflowing with people.
you cannot even move easily.
geez. i should have stayed at home.
I'M SO TIRED. :|

IF YOU ONLY KNEW...

if you only knew..
..how much i want to tell you i like you.
if only you knew..
..how much i wanna show that i care for you.
if you only knew..
..how much i wanna talk to you.
if you only knew..
..how much i wanna hold you.
if you only knew..
..how much i wanna laugh with you.
with this feeling,
everything seems so good.
yet i know it isn't right.
yet i know it's impossible.
all i can do is visit your page,
stare at your picture,
daydream about you and me.
but i can't even like your posts.
i can't even comment on it.
it's too depressing.
however, seeing your status being happy,
gives me a sense of relief.
i never understand why am i like this.
before,
i've got a crush on too many good lookin' guys,
but you're different.
it's only you
who can make my heart beat so loud
whenever you're around.
and it's only you
who can make my heart stop beating whenever you throw your smile.
it's so refreshing.
it's so alluring.
i'm so captivated.
i'm so into it.
CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH.
is this really just another crush?

krassssssss

as i was scanning on my FB updates.
an idea strikes again.
(stalking my crush's profile.)
he rarely puts his pictures but
i really love lookin' at it over and over again.
i can really remember.
yesterday (oct.1 friday almost 11am)
my heart could really fell off from it's place.
right when i was really dying to answer my trigo quiz,
he suddenly came out from nowhere,
directly looking at me.
i almost blast from blushing.
he's really cute.
his presence distracts me so much.
but thanks to him,
that quiz turn out to be a SPECIAL one.
thanks crush :">