(¯`*•.¸AYRA¸.•*`¯): April 2010

how significant seven(7) is ?

you came across a street ..
you are feeling thirsty ..
you want something to quench your thirst ..
it's like, you we're suppose to be dehydrated ..
but where can you fvcking find a store,
at almost 1:00 A.M.

then, you see a glowing sign saying
7/11 [open 24 hrs]
your worries we're gone ..
you hurriedly went inside ..
you browse the store's fridge..
but heck !
all of these drinks we're so expensive :|
oh there !
i saw something ..
7 UP [freedom from thirst]
looks enticing huh ?
you can afford this :)
you bought one and give yourself a treat :)

next day,
you're kinda cramming on your school works ..
you're teacher said you have to finish and pass them after one week ..
and you thought,
"at least i have 7 days to get things done .."

can you see how simple 7 helps life ?

for me,
i can't count ways how
this number change my life ..
for a month ..
it keeps me smiling
from the morning when i wake up..
till night when i close my eyes ..
seven is the only number that
i see when i roam in the streets ..

hope 7 knows how special it is ..
coz even if i can't do anything for seven ..
i'll treasure all the changes,
great changes it made in my life..
and i'll cherish it ..
FOREVER :)

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Pursuit of Happiness :D

it's really funny that even if you having
an incurable pain ..

you can still smile ..
you can still hope ..
you can still dream ..

maybe i'm just taking things too seriously .. and so i end up affecting the aura of the people around me .. on how they act.. on how they talk .. on how they deal with you, and so on ..

happiness is escaping your self doubt, self sorrow, self anger, self pity, self agony and anything that affects you inside .. it is finding way how to fulfill your likes, your wants, your desires and all the things your heart is asking .. some times, happiness can the the one you love, one you envy, one you admire,one you had a crush on, and many more .. happiness can also be a chocolate bar, a sundae, a pizza, a pasta, or a ny food you're craving for ..

and now,
i know who holds my happiness ..
yes .. it is him ..
he holds me in my heart ..
there's a pinch in that is tingling
whenever i see his name ..
he's everywhere ..
he's my chocolate bar, he's my adored person, and yes !
he's my happiness ..

but what i hate the most is,
at the end of the day ..
no commitments,
no relationship,
no formal involvement..
just a plain pursuit ..

-PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS :D

`zj

Thursday, April 8, 2010

WORTH :)

have you ever felt being so treasured ? being so loved ?
being so important ?
feeling like
you're the last piece of
chocolate everyone's craving for ?
if you do,
maybe you can relate
to what i'm feeling now :)

i thought that after that
tragedy ..
i will find myself
weeping alone ..
but i was wrong ..
i found friends who cares for me ..
i found friends who loves me ..
and friends that will always be there
when times get tough ^^

a bliss of happiness covering my spine :3
a new inspiration is coming ..
kissing my pains away ..
paving it's way on my heart ..
give me efforts that
i never thought he couldn't give ..
give me time that
i know he shouldn't give ..

i'm feeling my worth again ..
and i feel my value
is raising :)
i'm feeling like
i'm a chick
valued over a billion dollar ..

true as it can be ..
sadness is erased is a blink ..
worthlessness is gone ..

self conceit is back ..
and i'm feeling prettier ..
much as ever !

` zj

boredom :| ugh !

wew ..
boredom strikes again ..
i wake up at 11am ..
almost noon :P
eat my brunch
breakfast/lunch :)
this day kinda weird ..
a new start for me ..
"again"..

i don't really understand
why people should be on
and then split at the end ..
(do i really don't understand? or
i just don't wanna understand it?)

well anyways,
i spent my whole day
stocked in my room ..
listening to
JUSTIN BIEBER :P
i set my cellphone'e MP3
in repeat mode..
repeating only 4 songs :)
1.baby
2.one less lonely girl
3.first dance
4.favorite girl
i'm not that obsessed !
(nah i'm not !)
alright, i am :P
play it several times..
i guess almost 20 times
repeating and repeating the
same songs again :D

i'm really looking forward on our
highschool batch 08-09 swimming :)
really miss them a lot ..
old friends are really same as
buried treasures ^^

love lots

-zj

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

FIRST DANCE

i really love the lyrics of this song ^^

hope you guys appreciate it too :)

Its your chance take her hand to the floor (to the floor)
Girl if you see something you like then let him know
Cause you only got one chance it your first dance
So take advantage of the slow dance
Yeah man
When I close my eyes I see me and you at the prom,
We’ve both been waitng so long for this day
To come now that it’s here lets make it special
There’s so many thoughts in my mind the DJ’s playing
My favorite song ain’t no chaperone’s this could be
The night of your dream.
If you give, give the first dance to me girl I promise
I’ll be gentle I know we gotta do it slowly if you give,
Give your first dance to me im gon cherish every moment,
Cause It only happens once, once in a life time.
I couldn’t ask for more we’re rockin’ back and fourth
Under the disco ball we’re the only ones on the floor
[we’re here tonight], So many thoughts in my mind the DJ’s playing
My favorite song now we’re all alone, here’s the opportunity
Only if you give,
Give the first dance to me girl I promise i’ll be gentle
I know we gotta do it slowly if you give, give the first dance
To me im gon cherish every moment, cause it only happens once, once
In a life time.
Everybody says that we look cute together lets make this a night
The two us remember, no teachers around to see us dancin’ close
I’m tellin’ you our parents will never know before the lights go
Up and the music turns off now’s the perfect time for me to taste
Your lipgloss, your glass slippers in my hand right here, we’ll
Make it before the clock strikes nine.
If you give, give the first dance to me girl I promise
I’ll be gentle but we gotta do it slowly if you give,
Give the first dance to me im gon cherish every moment,
Cause It only happens once, once in a life time
Its your chance take her hand to the floor (to the floor)
Girl if you see something you like then let him know
Cause you only got one chance it your first dance
So take advantage of the slow dance
Yeah man
If you give, give the first dance to me im gon cherish
Every moment cause it only happens once, once in a life
Time.

IM BROKE :| again

for a year and few months
i never been attached to anyone
flirt/fling :|
coz i think, i'm stillI
MOVING ON ..
but it came to a point where
love has find it's way
to make me realize that
"HEY! THERE'S SO MANY FISHES IN THE SEA!"
and yeah ..
i said to myself i know i moved on ..

one day,
I visit a game page of
a friend of mine ..
bored and sort of ,
i found a small chatroom
at his page ..
may people are talking..
so i decided to join in ..
and so i came to know a
name *** ..
greeting and acceptance is warm ..
exchange of YMs takes place ..

and all became a history ..
a few months I guess,
we've been talking a lot :|
until falling became the topic ..

03.07.2010
a date i am not regretting to experience ..

but many thing come up ..

misunderstanding,time,schedules and everything..
all thing became a conflict :|

and now

04.07.2010

we're done :|

BROKEN

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